Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Realizations

I promised my sis i wont come online until she return home today. But i just got the urge to write this post.

We learnt about euthanasia this term. Ms Kim showed us an article about some musician couple who chose euthanasia to die together. Sounds magical yea?

Frankly, i think everyone gonna die someday. Just like my grandpa who is on his sickbed for so long. I dunno if i will weep like some baby when that day reach, but i will try not to. Not that i think i will.

But today, i saw my grandma. I mean, i saw her everyday. But somehow, i just felt that she is...very sad. I cant find the word to describe it, but i just felt very bitter. Mum told me she's having a cough today, but she still wander around, going close to sick people, and refused to see the doctor. Seeing her in that state, i just felt...numb.

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