Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Just returned from Causeway Point with yixiu. Didnt bought a single thing. Well, economy very bad now, can save then save. Lol. ALMOST went to play arcade, but decided not to waste that money. But still, being the kind-hearted boys we are, we spent 2 dollars each for a pen each for charity. We are nice ppl right?

(heart pain liaoz)

Then i was wondering whether i should have even quitted my promoter job then. I know is pretty late to think about it, but after meeting chunhao's mum on the road, and heard her talking about chunhao working, i started wondering if there is any alternative. Now that i think of it, what is my real motive for working? I definitely wont really care about the money earned, since 5dollars an hour is definitely underpayed, seeing that almost everyone is earning more than me.

I definitely miss life there, and miss the routine that i had forced myself to follow ever since i start work. Wake up, use the comp, set off for work on the same route everyday, punch card, arranging stocks, find a chance to slack whenever i can, talk crap with everyone i know there, met knew frens whenever i could, talking bad things about our bosses when they are not there.

Well, i must admit im an arrogant little prat, really. One major reason is that i cant stand my supervisor breathing down my neck whenever she saw me, as if i made a mistake or something. Maybe 4 years in a good school does change my attitude. I HATE the fact that my supervisor dont trust me at all. Didnt we submit satisfying sales report daily, even on days that it seems business is bad? Why distrust us? And what is the problem with talking with others once in a while? Cant expect to work like mules every moment right? When you yourself had slacked so much, from what i had seen. Alright, this is a ranting paragraph.

Plus, i hate it when my schedule is changed so often, and always at the last minute. Try it, when im on the bus to work, when supervisor called me to tell me to come and hour later for work, wanting me to work an hour late tonight. And i dont want to work late. Arrogant right? Yea, i agree. I had arranged with frens working at other places in orchard to go home together, and our schedule blended perfectly, and now u want me to change? Change ur head. Damn it, im still a student, why should i even care about what u think? In a few years time, i would be qualified for a way better job, hold a way better cert than u, so shut up and do your dumb work. Ok, the work is not dumb, but u are.

Damn, im flaming someone, now that i realised. But, who cares? =)

=================================