Saturday, September 6, 2008

Somedays, i find myself, groaning and silently screaming in pain. Not as in phyiscal pain.

I do not know what has happened to me, but i always drop myself into the dark hallows of my nightmares, of my shame and embarrassment, and of unhappiness.

I cant seem to put them away from my mind. They just keep coming back, haunting me like never before.

Sometimes, i will start to grin, to smile, or to cry at my past horrors.

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Bleh. Recently got addicted to music. So kinda drown out my dark side. HAHA.

I got a darkside seh. Now that i realised that.

Im very addicted to Westlife's songs now. They are my idols in primary school =)

Their songs are all love songs. Well, most. Though they doesnt really describe my life aptly.

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Matt is full force into mugging with his mugger clan le. NOOOOO. I must set up my mugger clan too =)))))

LOL. Bukit Panjang Lib / Jurong Lib / Zhenghua CC(suggested by shimin, and i prefer this, coz its so damn near my hse XD, but can only get frens who live near-.-).

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