Tuesday, May 20, 2008

This is roughly how they describe warlocks in WoW: Constantly waging a battle with the darkness and the Twisting Nether.

It applies to me too.

Im tired. The battle between good and evil waged within me and my mind constantly. And it never stop.

The darkness starts to manifest in me around secondary sch life. I almost succumbed to it. Till now, its never ending; sometimes people see the good side of me; but i always see the bad side of myself.

There was a period a spark of light shined through my life. The darkness was briefly driven off. I was happy, glad and whatever you can list, during that time. For some reason, its gone now.

Occasionally, the darkness got the better of me, and i do things i dont mean to. Seriously.

And after that, it just went out, leaving myself alone to languish at my horror and terror.

Now, i swear, the darkness shall not trespass me again. I swear it again. I shall protect myself. No more bad me.

I must save myself somehow, right?

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